Seriously though... why?

As in, now quite a bit of the time when I get a drawing craving it's digital these days, but no. I can't feed my craving.

You know with the hand problem, it wasn't actually constant. The hand would disappear and reappear whenever it wanted to, thus allowing me brief and few periods where Ps could be used. But no. That was too convenient. The computer has to completely shut down... Sigh.

At any rate. I can only do traditional sketches, at least until the comp is fixed. Which I suppose is not that bad since that's what i'm usually doing but... gaw! Even worse i think the only reason I want to draw digitally so much is because its not available to me. I only want what I suddenly and miraculously can't have.

RANTRANTRANTRAEGRAEGRAEG.

I uploaded two new vids on my youtube account jonoZOOM, making claims of putting effort into making videos. I don't believe it myself but you never know. I'm looking forward to my supposed epiphany.

If I can't even work for the things that I love then how can I work for the things that I don't love but I need. Sigh.

Emooooooooo.